Guilt and Grace

Grief, anxiety, love, celebration, pain, and struggles were common stories we heard as week after week our college and career CG would meet and share.  

As Leslie and I got to know our group better and listened to their stories more deeply, a common thread emerged. A sense of guilt. I do not believe it has anything to do with the uniqueness of their stage of life; I think it is something we all struggle with.   

Our group was made up of good kids. Most, but not all, were raised in church.  Many had walked with Christ for years, and some were getting their first introduction.  Yet one thing that struck me is how much grace they had for each other, and at the same time so little grace for themselves. 

“But there was that one night when <insert struggle here>.” 
“I just can’t seem to break the power that <insert sin here> continues to have over me.” 

Guilt-ridden is how many came on any Sunday night; unable to forgive themselves for sins of the past (or present). Determined to help them understand their identity in Christ, we started a chapter-by-chapter study through The Grace Awakening by Charles Swindoll. 

Week after week we discussed the beauty and depth of grace. Our group never cheapened grace with a get-out-of-jail free card which might encourage reckless living; they were very restrained, offering grace to others, but not seeing that the same grace applied to each of them.  They were a new creation in Christ, unworthy of His grace, but willingly holding it as a valuable gift. We never saw in them the danger of standing in judgment over others, but they struggled with being judge and jury over their own actions and decisions. Each of us cries for the mercy of God but also holds the attitude that if God truly knew me, He might not be as full of grace and love. If He knew what a wreck I had made of my life or had seen that secret sin I hope no one will catch me in (you know the one, it’s the one you can’t let go of), then certainly He couldn’t love me so easily. 

At times, we tend to take the seat of judgment from God. We see Him as the Holy, loving judge for others, yet when it comes to THAT sin in our lives, we become judge and jury of ourselves, and we find ourselves guilty. We serve a God, who by His mercy, has declared us NOT GUILTY. Not because He is impressed by us or because we deserve it, but because He sees us through His Son with whom He is well pleased.  

We cannot fathom the depth of grace God has for His children, the ones who are hidden in the righteousness of His Son.   We are not guilty because He declared us not guilty. That is our identity. God is on His throne! 

Blessed is the one whose transgression is forgiven, whose sin is covered. 2 Blessed is the man against whom the LORD counts no iniquity, and in whose spirit there is no deceit. Psalms 32:1-2 (ESV)  

Written by: Tim Gardner 

Tim and Leslie Gardner have been at The Mount for seven years. They have two daughters, 26 and 18 who both attend The Mount.  The Gardners have served in children’s ministry, students, as CG leaders, and both are Certified Biblical Counselors. 

The Word Revealed

Rhythm: Be With Jesus

I consider myself to be a Bible nerd. It fascinates me to see connections between the Old and New Testament, seeing the big picture of scripture which has an overlying major thread running from the first page of the Bible to the last. Even as a kid, I used to sit in “big church” because I wanted to be a part of the sermons and deep study. I am thankful the Lord gave me a desire to learn, but more importantly that he provided his Word to reveal more of himself to us each day.  

God has revealed himself to his creation in many ways.  Paul makes an argument in Romans 1 that through the general revelation of God to all mankind, no one has an excuse to say they do not know him. “For since the creation of the world His invisible attributes, His eternal power and divine nature, have been clearly seen, being understood through what has been made, so that they [we] are without excuse” (Rom. 1:20). Having a knowledge of God’s existence does not have the power to save; it can convict, but the natural world around us cannot convey the message of Christ and the hope and mechanism of salvation. 

The fullest manifestation of God’s glory in his creation is through the person of Jesus Christ – “and the Word became flesh, and dwelt among us, and we saw His glory, glory as of the only begotten from the Father, full of grace and truth” (John 1:14). 

God also gave to his creation the written Word as a revelation of his person, his nature, his character, and his righteousness. The Holy Spirit inspired men to record the heart and mind of God as it had been shown to them, the infallible, enduring Word that is the highest authority among creation. Just hear how men under the inspiration and authority of the Spirit speak about scripture:  

“All scripture is God-breathed and useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting, and training in righteousness.” 2 Timothy 3:16 

“Blessed rather are those who hear the word of God and keep it.” Luke 11:28 

“The grass withers and the flowers fade, but the word of our God stands forever.” Isaiah 40:8 

“Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path.” Psalm 119:105 

We should ask, why did God create language?  If we were created to simply bring glory to God in individual worship, then there was no need for us to be able to communicate with each other.  Language was created, though, for us to be able to share the knowledge of God, ideas about God, and worship God corporately.  His inspired Word was given so we could combine our intellectual experiences as we explore who we are and who he is.  God gave us his Word to understand his redemptive plan through history; to preserve it, and to share it with others.  To understand him more deeply drives us to enjoy and worship him more thoroughly. 

God’s word reveals his lovingkindness; the beauty of his holiness is recorded in the pages of scripture. He invites each of us into a personal relationship with him, then shows us who he is through the depth of his word. Enjoy a quiet time as His Word washes over you; love him with all your mind as you study with your Bible and a good, thick commentary. “For the word of the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God.” (1 Cor. 1:18). Believer, come to the table and feast on the nourishment that is the Word of God. 

Written By: Tim Gardner 

Identity in Christ

Rhythm: Be with Jesus

Maybe you’ve had the unfortunate dream where you are being pursued by someone or something. In the broken physics of the dreamworld, no matter how hard you try, your pursuer is gaining ground. A few years ago, it seemed everywhere I looked I found Isaiah 43:18-21. It was in devotionals, emails, and even on the lips of my friends. God was pursuing me with the loving truth that my identity was found in Him and not my circumstances.

"Remember not the former things, nor consider the things of old. 19 Behold, I am doing a new thing; now it springs forth, do you not perceive it? I will make a way in the wilderness and rivers in the desert. 20 The wild beasts will honor me, the jackals and the ostriches, for I give water in the wilderness, rivers in the desert, to give drink to my ch”osen people, 21 the people whom I formed for myself that they might declare my praise.”

As Christians, our identity is found in Jesus, who saves us, forms us for Himself, and calls us to live our lives for Him.

The past doesn’t define our identity. In 2 Corinthians 5:17, Paul says, "Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come." We tend to hold on to our past whether it is our past sins, who we used to be, or what others think of us, but the Lord wants us to look forward to what He is doing in our lives. When we hold on to the things of old, we are not putting our trust in Him. He has chosen us, has made us a new creation, and is sanctifying us. He is active in our lives and doing new things, now we get to live in that freedom and declare His praise.

Our present identity is defined, not in isolation, but with our ever-faithful friend, Jesus. We find this in Colossian 1:9-14. This scripture shows who we are in Christ, we get to share in the inheritance that belongs to His people who live in the light, and we are no longer slaves to sin, because Jesus has purchased our freedom and forgiven us.

To continually find our identity in Christ, we have to acknowledge the battle for what it is. There are competing allegiances, distractions, and desires of the flesh. These enemies can be external but often are the internal lies that we tell ourselves. I want to encourage you to not get caught up in negative self-talk because of circumstances, what others have said, or how they made you feel. Instead focus on the truths that we can easily find in God's Word. As we follow Jesus together, walk in the strength of who you are in Him, in endurance in the path before you, and in patience with each other.

To close, pray Colossians 1:9-14 over yourself, your family, and our church.

“I ask you God to give us complete knowledge of Your will and to give us spiritual wisdom and understanding. Then the way we live will always honor and please You Lord, and our lives will produce every kind of good fruit. All the while, we will grow as we learn to know You, God better and better. I pray that we will be strengthened with Your glorious power, and you will provide us the endurance and patience we need each day. May we be filled with joy, always thanking You, Father. For You have enabled us to share in the inheritance that belongs to Your people, who live in the light. For You have rescued us from the kingdom of darkness and transferred us into the Kingdom of Your dear Son, who purchased our freedom and forgave our sins. Amen."

Written by Kim Wreay

Kim has been a member at The Mount since 2006 and on staff as a ministry admin since 2014. She has two great boys, Tommy and Sammy. Kim leads a women's community group and is part of our biblical counseling team.

Repent and Believe

Rhythm: Be with Jesus

The gospel of Mark moves quickly and is action-driven towards Jesus’ words and works. Much like the war film, 1917, which followed two soldiers tasked with delivering a life-or-death message to Colonel Mackenzie. With 1,600 men hanging in the balance of this delivery, they had less than sixteen hours to successfully deliver this message. Whereas the gospel of Mark is focused on one man, the man Christ Jesus, and His message of life in exchange for His death. That is exactly how John Mark expresses his authorial intent of Jesus’ ministry. Within the very first chapter, Mark gets right to the gospel, ‘Now after John was arrested, Jesus came into Galilee, proclaiming the gospel of God, and saying, “The time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God is at hand; repent and believe in the gospel.”’ (Mk. 1:14–15). Just as the lifesaving news successfully reached Colonel Mackenzie (spoiler alert), Jesus is proclaiming the good news of the gospel, that there is life in Himself, so repent and believe in Him.  

In the same way, wars determine the outcome of how people’s lives are sovereignly lived, Jesus is bringing cosmic war terms. However, the war is unseen, and its effects change nations. This was precisely the message of the kingdom of God through the gospel of Jesus Christ. It is news that demands a response because the time is at hand. God’s kingdom is being inaugurated, so repent and believe. The implication of this response to repent and believe is not just an event but an ongoing response to the reality of who is sovereignly reigning over our lives. It is the beginning of basic training under the sovereign rule of the kingdom of God. In the same way, the two soldiers’ basic training equipped them to accomplish their mission of delivering a message, our basic training in spiritual disciplines begins with confessing and repenting of our old way of thinking, believing, and acting, and turning toward God’s way according to His kingdom because it is now a reality.  

As we Follow Jesus Together, we are called to live according to His spiritual rhythms, which begin with confession and repentance (turning from ourselves) and turning towards Him in full trust of our lives. Confession and repentance are the beginning posture of humbling ourselves under His mighty hand and it is an everyday process. John the Baptist expressed this idea as ‘bear fruits in keeping with repentance’ (Lk. 3:8). In other words, there is an attitudinal reality of us confessing (affirming God’s nature and will of) our rebellious hearts and repenting of (turning from) our selfish desires towards His desires (His will). This is a daily dynamic in the sanctifying work of the Holy Spirit in our lives, and when we recognize that process, it empowers us to pursue humility. The temptation is when focusing on confession and repentance a lot, we start to feel and believe that we are terrible people, like it is a constant beatdown. Know that this is the flesh’s response to God’s work in our lives.  

Be encouraged that confessing and repenting of our self-centeredness daily, is a daily dose of God’s enabling grace that the Holy Spirit is conforming into the image of Christ, the image of the invisible God (Col. 1:15). We must embrace the grace of the Holy Spirit convicting us of our sin, that we would confess it and repent of it, trusting the process of His rhythms of grace. So, trust the process of confessing and repenting—daily let this discipline become your delight.     

Written By Michael Van Dyke